i once read.. the universal conspire to help those who has the will to focus on what they want. everything falls in its place and every one in its path will provide help and support. i saw that in places you never thought possible... yet i don't see it in places where i need to see it.
the appeal process, at its best, is one that allows you to interact more with your school officers, till the point you know who are the ones that are efficient and helpful from those who are less aware if students problems. the appeal process, at its worse, is a glimpse of hell. i have never been dead so i cant possibly image how horrible it can be.. but the appeal process sure comes close. the nail biting anxiety, the hair pulling insanity, the brain eating agony.. the world crashing desperation, the explosive Armageddon... it eats up your mood and energy, making you grouchy, mindless and terribly upset. it sucks away your optimistic feelings, your positivity, especially with people taunting you... i need more than phelps and the games to take my mind off worrying matters.. i need his courage and imagination to do so.
pardon me while i go puke
Monday, August 18, 2008
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